it sucks when you've waited for a phone call ALL NIGHT and they never call you.

Number 1's name: Shane
Number 2's name: Amber
Number 3's name: Felicia
Number 4's name: DiAnna
Number 5's name: KC
Number 6's name: Sam
Number 7's name: Nick
Number 8's name: David (LUUT)

Starting with #8.
How long have you known him/her? : Since he was born and since i was 3
What is your favorite thing about him/her?: He kills spiders for me and opens pickle jars when i can't, even if the juice goes all over his shirt LOL!!
Would s/he defend you in a fight?: yes, him and his whole GANG!
What do you talk about mostly?: school and whatnot
Ever had a crush on him/her?: he's my brother!!
Do you know his/her family?: yes, his family is mine too

#7
What do you like about him/her?: He is nice
How old is s/he?: 19
Do you have her phone number: no i don't, and he's a HE not a HER
Is s/he good looking?: yeah well he's not ugly lol!
What do you have in common with him/her?: we both like spongebob and according to Sam, we both talk about our pet fish haha

#6
Why is s/he on your top 8?: Cuz he's a good friend
Do you love him/her?: yep, as a friend
Are you pretty close?: yes
What color hair does s/he have?: black
Would you change anything about him/her?: no, i wouldn't wanna change anyone cuz then they wouldnt be THEM

#5
How often do you see him/her?: once or twice a week
Do you have inside jokes?: sorta... *WINK*, eye jay!
Does h/she tell you his/her secrets?: i think he's told me a few =)
Do you have fun hanging out?: yes
Has s/he ever made you mad?: when he let Paul read the text messages I sent him.. JKJK

#4
What is her nickname?: Jessie lol
What is one thing you do together a lot?: walk, talk, go to the mall
Are you two good friends?: YES
Have you ever used this person?: no!
Have you ever liked him/her?: as a friend!

#3
What word would describe #3?: adorable (in a non gay way)
Why is s/he your #3?: 1 of my best friends, 1 of mah womaans!
Have you ever done anything crazy toghether?: pretended to be lesbian together to freak out these sleezeballs at the Greendale Mall LOL!
How long have you known eachother?: almost 3 years now!
Have you always been friends?: no cuz we met when i was a sophomore

#2
Is s/he cute?: in a non gay way haha
Does s/he have a nickname for you?: WOMAN
Is s/he really one of your best friends?: of course!!
Are you comfortable around him/her?: so comfortable lol
Do you understand eachother?: verrry well cuz we go through some of the same crap!

#1
Is s/he your best friend?: my loverrr
Why do you love him/her?: cuz he's Superman and he's great
How many times a week do you hang out?: not enough
Have you ever gone skinny dipping together?: lol no
Do you finish eachother's sentences?: no

Couples
2 & 8? NO!
4 & 7? couldn't see that happening. ever.
3 & 2? omg the 2 womans?? NO
5 & 6? fuck no
1 & 2: no bitches he's mine!

What would you do....
What would you do if #2 turned into a frog: omg i'd be like WOMAN!!
What would you do if #1 moved: i'd hope it was closer to NH
What would you do if u saw #6 & #3 making out: fuckin... hell would break loose
How bout #7 & #1? i'd be like O.O
What would you do if #4 slept over?: be like YAAY!
What would you do if #8 died: cry alot

Would you rather.......
kiss #3 or#6? -__-
spend a whole day with #5 or # 8? 5 only cuz i see 8 everyday no offence lut lol
hug # 2 or kiss # 4: hug 2
make out with #1 or #6: 1 =D
Look like #4 or # 5: 4.. shes at least a GIRL
sleep with #7 or #5: -__-

Are they in order of who you like the best?: not necessarily
Who is attractive and who is not?: they all are haha
Who gets on your nerves the most?: no one really
Have you kissed any of them?: yep
Who is the best dancer?: KC probably
Have you slept at any of their houses?: most of them yes
Who do you see the most?: 8 lol
Have you traveled with any of them?: yes
Who do you want to hang out with next?: 1
Who was the last person you hung out with?: 6
Who lives the closest to you?: 8
Who is the tallest?: 6
Who do you tell everything to?: 1, 2, 3, 4 =D

It feels like I just got a huge hug from him on the phone.

*sigh* I need to stop worrying so much. But maybe if there weren't so many opportunities to worry, I WOULDN'T! >__<

He told me to call him tomorrow, so that's a sure-fire sign he wants to talk to me. He's so confusing... which in it's own weird way, is hot.

Ok so new layout and icons, woohoo!

Icon = Ranma. I love that series. Anyways...
Like I thought, today wasn't so great. Sam DID however surprise me with orange flowers in a vase for NO reason!! <33 and we went out to lunch to Quiznos. But yeah I felt so boring or something because we got back to my house and there was nothing to do. He stayed for maybe 2 hours and then just sorta got up and left. ....to probably go home and do nothing there too. =(

I just don't know. I mean we're suppossed to go to NH for a couple days sometime soon in a few weeks, and I just hope to God nothing happens to get in the way of that.

I also realized from looking at really old journals at like GreatestJournal.com and stuff, that I was alot happier back THEN. Now I'm so depressing and shit and I hate it.

Well goodnight all.
Much love.

Iloveusam<3